So as I was preparing to write this blog, I realized that all my blogs are so serious and not at all of “fun” variety. If you agree with this and have issue with my lack of “fun” blogs… awwww… so sorry. I’ll try my best to lighten things up, but I can’t make any promises.
On Myspace, I am friends with a handful of “militant atheists” with whom we have a mutual respect for each other. When I say friends, I actually mean it. We talk about things outside of atheism vs. Christianity and would most likely hang out together if we lived in close proximity. One of them in particular, who holds the view that if God is real, He is a Totalitarian Dictator of the universe (at which point I remind him that I hold that title at present moment HAHA!!), and therefore, he wants nothing to do with God. I have gotten in many dialogues with him, many of which have been most enjoyable.
I had written Lucas (the aformentioned blogger) just kinda checkin’ up on him, and of course, our communique turned to “when/what is our next discussion?”. This came about because I had shared with him the this debate between Christopher Hitchens and Douglas Wilson from Christianity Today about whether or not “Christianity is good for the world”. It is a facinating and indepth dialogue that I enjoy because a) I actually enjoy reading Hitchens, even though his theology is often trite and b) it was incredibly fair considering the site that posted it.
So to make a long story short, I had mentioned how much I would really enjoy a chance to sit down and talk with Hitchens, and how he would most likely have no idea how to deal with me since I read his book “God is Not Great”, enjoyed it, agreed with many of the points, yet did not have a crisis of faith. (More on that in another one of my “serious” blogs). Lucas responded by saying:
“hahaha and ur an enigma in the christian world. ur like a virus which mutates to become immune to our current defenses
hahaha hows that? compared to a virus? hahaha”
Another time, I’d been told that my faith/theology is like a chain link fence, instead of a brick wall. Yeah, a brick wall is strong, but you remove a brick, or push on it enough, and it’ll fall over. A chain link fence is so much harder to destroy.
This of course got me thinking. Why is it that I have very little problem defending my faith? Why is it that a large majority of the church drives me insane? Why is it that most Christian’s on Myspace’s blogs do not like me, and I get along better with the atheists/agnostics?
I think first and foremost for me personally, is that I know and percieve my relationship with God, I don’t believe in it. There is a huge grand difference between the two ideas (knowing/percieving and believing), and I don’t hope that God loves and is in relationship with me, I KNOW He is. It is this tacit knowledge that is the water that is mixed into the concrete, which forms the foundation of my worldview.
Secondly, I have found that through my relationship with God, the very foundational questions in life get their best answers. The Christian worldview, in my experience and research not only offers the best answers, but in my opinion offers the only right ones. I defer to Ravi Zacharias who says this:
“How do you establish a worldview? You establish it by answering 4 questions coherently: Origin, meaning, morality, and destiny. Where did I come from? How do I determine right from wrong? What gives life meaning? What is the end of life? You take these 4 questions, and each answer has to correspond to reality, and where all 4 answers are given, there has to be a coherence to them… then you apply the tests of truth; logical consistency, empirical adequacy, experential relevance, these are the things that come to bear.” (Just Thinking broadcast on www.rzim.org, Utah University Q & A, part 1 of 5).
I strongly believe that reason, logic, and the transcendent reality of God and His relationship with me are designed to work in perfect harmony. Because these things are outside the realm of science, there is no way that science can disprove my relationship with God, and therefore the nature of God. And if the nature of God is true, then every other issue that we deal with in our day to day lives find their solutions and their answers. Does this mean that the answers are always what we want them to be? Absolutely not. But so far, in my experience, I have yet to be let down by this worldview.
It is the foundational questions and the answers provided by the Christian worldview that make my faith and theology a chain link fence. It is because of the answers that are provided, that I believe the absolute nature of God shines through. Anyone inside the church who says otherwise needs to do some serious self-examination. It is because of this understanding that when I get asked a “hard” question, I do not consider the possibility that my faith has been trumped. I just acknowledge that I don’t have an answer, and then I go and find it. There is no new issue that Christianity has not dealt with, and provided a logical and reasonable answer, at some point in its 2000 year history. Not one.
And I think ultimately, that is my biggest beef with the Church. We spend so much time treating symptons, instead of addressing the root issue. We spend so much time making church fun and exciting, instead of equipping and discipling people to be better Christians. We do not put a correct emphasis on knowledge and understanding. Instead, we “preach to the choir”, telling them something that they’ve already heard a million times, and not at all shoreing up their hearts against the onslaught of the world. Because while the message of atheism, humanism, naturalism, and agnosticism are all wrong, to a Christian who is not brought up to speed to the foundational questions and the answers that they are provided through Christ, they (the Christian) are simply fodder and will be lost in the storm.
Finally, I have the most amazing parents (especially mother) in the world. Yeah, she did a good job with that child-rearing stuff, but more importantly, she taught me how to really study and understand the Bible. She taught me to never be affraid of asking hard questions, and how to find the answers to them. She taught me that critical thinking and constant learning are one of the core foundational practices of a true Christian. Through her, I have learned more about Church history, the Bible, the nature of the Bible, and our role as Christians then through any pastor, teacher, or anyone else. It is because of her that I have the foundation in Biblical understanding that I have. And you know what the amazing part is? I’ve been learning all this since I was a lil’ monkey. I’ve been analyzing the Hebrew or Greek root of scripture since I was 10ish. And you know why? Because it’s not hard to do at all. In fact, you are doing yourself a great diservice for not spending time and effort actually studying the Bible the way it was meant to be studied, and instead you settle for the Message Study Bible. Especially with the technology of today, the Strong’s Concordance, Hebrew/Greek Dictionary, and every translation known to man is at your finger tips.
So the only group to blame for the back-sliding of our society is not the devil, it’s us. We’ve decided that simplicity is a virtue, and that the simpler and more fun we make the Bible, the more people we can get saved (Btw… where in the Bible does it say that we are to go out and save everyone?… hint: it doesn’t. Go back and read again Matthew 28: 18 – 20 , and pay attention to what it is Jesus commissions them to do). So we’ve blown it. Now what are we going to do about it?
***EDIT***
I realized shortly after writing this that I made a bit of a mistake in one of my previous statements. I had mentioned how I don’t believe in God, but that I know, Him, and therefore, I have no need for belief. I was listening to Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis on tape, and he talked about how believing and knowing are actually quite symbiotic. Since I will always defer to a man like Lewis, I have since corrected this mistake, and adjusted the paragraph.